I used to be so much more optimistic and lighthearted. I feel stressed out almost all the time...not in the way I did in college, but in a more encompassing kind of way. I'm always thinking about my messy house, the laundry, what people think of me. I feel crabby and whiny. I feel like walking up to the Heavenly "Order Here" counter and saying "I would like a new heart please. Can I get that with thankfulness, patience and perfection please?"
OK, so that said...I'm ready to move on. I feel really done with this stressed out stage. New attitude starting now. We're going to the temple tomorrow and I'm really excited about that.
Random post I know. What are blogs for though?
2 comments:
S'okay. Just view this as your not-so-favorite season, and you're starting a new season now. :) It's okay. We're human. We vascillate easily between stress and peaceful times. Such is life. Don't be so hard on yourself!
I remember when I was so stressed out about my house and what people thought, and it took me FOREVER to get over that. I finally decided that if they don't like my house I guess they aren't worth my friendship. I know it is a lot harder than it sounds to just not let it bother you. I still get stressed out about it sometimes but usually I don't have choice but to let things slide. Good luck, and keep smiling.
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